I used this beautiful graphic version of the quote (despite it's rather glaring typo, maybe because of it) on my course website for Elements of Visual Thinking 2 last semester because i thought it was a message my students needed. But as is often the case, it was also a message I deeply needed to hear, maybe more so, maybe louder.
I'm sitting here today, during what is fast becoming the end of my summer break, with a looming google tasks pop-out in the upper left hand of my screen, and the sense of concurrent restlessness and doom. When you work as a college educator as faculty, and you get the truly amazing gift of a 4 month paid summer vacation (ducking punches-- huzzah! it's not my first time at the rodeo!) to expand/sustain/nourish your practice, there is really no excuse for not catching up on all of the work you've been putting off for the school year. Or. Let's be real, 4 school years.
I haven't updated my personal website since early 2009-- ranking it as current as The Black Eyed Peas single "boom boom pow," Kanye Gate, and the first generation ipad. AND to make matters worse, I freaking teach web design! I actually know how to do all kinds of interweb shit, I have a domain name, hosting, and a studio full of tech toys. There seriously isn't one room in my house that isn't tricked out with an LED or 10. True Story. So what's my excuse? The truth is I delayed updating my website because I was afraid of being wrong.
I firmly believe in the DIY movement. I'm a major, proponent of hand-coding and sleek, clean code. I honor and revere little more than breathtaking examples of solid, well-executed, user-centered design and I want my own website to reflect that. I want to speak dynamic web language the way I speak static web language, so badly that rather than admit that I have too many other interests to develop my interactive design skills to the level I'd need them to be at to express myself the way I'd like to right at this moment, I just froze up.
I think this happens to a lot of artists who get weighed down by the heft of their lofty ideals, but as I often tell my students, it doesn't behoove anyone to let the perfect be the enemy of the good. There's a big part of me that's driven to innovate, to make something new and fresh-- to solve the problem in an original way. And that's what I wanted with my website. I wanted it to be original and informative and I wanted to resolve it myself, from scratch, which in interweb parlance means writing the damn code yourself.
But as I continue to grow as an artist, educator, designer and professional emoticon-er, I'm less and less concerned with being original and more and more concerned with being GOOD. So all of this is to say, I really struggled with wether or not to use a website editor, like SquareSpace (which is what I'm using here), or cargocollective, or wordpress etc, much more than I struggled to decide which one of those solutions to use. Have I compromised? Maybe. The designer in me says maybe. The artist in me says no. And the emoticon-er says +/’\.
Here's the thing, I believe in needs-driven technology (and yes, i do NEED disco-LED lighting under my kitchen cabinets, that is a fact of science my friend) and my main need for my website is to both show and remind lots of people who I am and what I do. I may or may not be one of those people who need reminding. And the educators in the house know what I'm talking about, amirite ladies?
When your students are the deserving bulk of your professional gusto, it can be very easy to put your own needs aside. But I have a need: an updated website, and I have a tool, I'm using square space because their branding worked on me. Winkey face. So it's time to put my money where my mouth is that the tool is secondary to the idea and get this website updated and into the world any way I can at this very moment.
Plus (lest we end this post without another gem of twitter wisdom), you can make good work with a stick in the sand if you're good with a stick. Here's hoping I will.